Heart’s shattered, where’s the super glue.

Its been months since my last entry, so much good and bad has happened. An old flame rekindled, surviving business and gvmt witch hunts that almost put me in jail, stopping training and recently starting again, fighting through my eternal battle of controlling addictive social habits that I'm finally conquering... Yet none of these important … Continue reading Heart’s shattered, where’s the super glue.

Is risking it for Love, worth it?

I had to walk away. I was spiralling, again... I really don't have any faith we will get back together. It aches inside but I need to prepare myself for that fact. All it took was getting back in the gym after 3 weeks to have a moment of clarity. Sweat out the toxins and … Continue reading Is risking it for Love, worth it?

Another Piece of my Heart Given Away

I did it again. I fell for a pretty little thing with a larger than life personality but young and still trying to figure her shit out. There just wasn't enough space in her mind and heart to maintain a healthy relationship. There was only so long before my heart sitting in limbo could keep … Continue reading Another Piece of my Heart Given Away

Suppressing Demons; walking parallel to the right path.

It's 2am. If I went to bed right now it would be an early night. I'm not doing anything important. Drowning thoughts with the tv on, surfing the net and social media, realising I don't really care for any of it.  Thoughts of tomorrow are fleeting, I'm looking for a reason to wake up earlier … Continue reading Suppressing Demons; walking parallel to the right path.

A clash of Lifestyles; Nocturnal Social vs Zen Healthy & Jiu Jutsu.

Where do I begin? Should I even? The topic of healthy living and working out and clean eating has been exhausted. But I wish I read more about the actual struggle between that and those like me who know or are known by practically everyone when you go out. Party like a rockstar indeed. Socialite? … Continue reading A clash of Lifestyles; Nocturnal Social vs Zen Healthy & Jiu Jutsu.

Opening up. Voicing deep scars.

My first post. There is a want, rather a need to explain the origin story of who and what I am today. But did I have the balls for such introspect? One that truly allows you to make any real sense out if all? I want to free myself of these mental and emotional chains. … Continue reading Opening up. Voicing deep scars.