Another Piece of my Heart Given Away

I did it again. I fell for a pretty little thing with a larger than life personality but young and still trying to figure her shit out. There just wasn't enough space in her mind and heart to maintain a healthy relationship. There was only so long before my heart sitting in limbo could keep … Continue reading Another Piece of my Heart Given Away

In Cannes for a wedding, But…

4 days of ridiculous extravagance. I knew the family was wealthy, but nothing prepared me for what my boy had in store for us. From amazing dinners (truffle shaved mac n cheese and tiramisu were super highlights) to beautiful events, each ceremony was breath taking. Money really does buy you the best, but then again … Continue reading In Cannes for a wedding, But…

Suppressing Demons; walking parallel to the right path.

It's 2am. If I went to bed right now it would be an early night. I'm not doing anything important. Drowning thoughts with the tv on, surfing the net and social media, realising I don't really care for any of it.  Thoughts of tomorrow are fleeting, I'm looking for a reason to wake up earlier … Continue reading Suppressing Demons; walking parallel to the right path.

A clash of Lifestyles; Nocturnal Social vs Zen Healthy & Jiu Jutsu.

Where do I begin? Should I even? The topic of healthy living and working out and clean eating has been exhausted. But I wish I read more about the actual struggle between that and those like me who know or are known by practically everyone when you go out. Party like a rockstar indeed. Socialite? … Continue reading A clash of Lifestyles; Nocturnal Social vs Zen Healthy & Jiu Jutsu.

Healing scars with Intimacy

Almost two years since being cheated on and the divorce. Hence no hesitation in enjoying a disconnected lust with many beautiful women, no remorse. The satisfaction and continual instant gratification now slowly becomes an empty hollow, filled with rising undealt sorrow and lonliness. It all of a sudden became meaningless. Time heals all as the soul … Continue reading Healing scars with Intimacy

Dating, the Game & Mamacita’s Fire.

Those who truly know me know that I love exotic women. My personality attracts them too, especially those of Latina descent, so the fact that I just started dating a Cuban girl in Africa is awesome! Some may find it awkward to date someone whose dated a friend or two, but this city is small. … Continue reading Dating, the Game & Mamacita’s Fire.